Some Things Just Don’t Go As Planned…


I’m a planner…have been for as long as I can remember…

Lists of goals and life plans…

Some accomplished, some not…

My biggest goal- I’m not even close to reaching… Just a spec on the very distant horizon… trying so hard to grasp it, but always failing to fall within reach…

I try to tell myself that its okay…I’ll be fine if it never happens.

But I’m just lying to myself…

And it bugs me everyday.


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7 responses »

  1. The heartache in this post is powerful! Whatever it is you are working toward- keep working! You are where you are meant to be, and you will go where you are meant to go!

  2. I’ve been a planner for as long as I can remember too. Within the last year I discovered bullet journaling. If you haven’t heard of it, do go investigate. It is a personal way of planning!

  3. Somedays, it hurts more than others. But, if the “spec” is on the horizon, then you can see it. “Break the race down into smaller races,” my track coach would tell me. Break the distance down into small chunks and soon, that spec will loom large! 🙂

    Thank you for sharing this personal slice with us!

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